Anxiety · depression · Grief · Mental Health · Nightmares · psychosis · Schizoaffective · schizophrenia

Nightmares and psychosis 

When you’re a child and you have a nightmare, you wake up, get cuddled and everything is okay when the light is on. When you’re a child you dream of scary monsters that lurk in the shadows. When you’re a child, a toy makes everything better. As a 21 year old girl with schizoaffective disorder,… Continue reading Nightmares and psychosis 

Mental Health · psychosis · Self harm · Suicide

The Chronicles of Me Part 5

12/05/17 The following events took place between 7 and 11pm “They’re coming” a kind voice said, “get your things and get out of here.” I panicked. My heart rate sky rocketed and I couldn’t breathe. “What’s wrong?” Alex asked “I’m having a panic attack” I forced out between gasping for air. I tumbled off the… Continue reading The Chronicles of Me Part 5

Epilepsy · Grief · Mental Health · Suicide

The Chronicles of me Part 3

On Sunday the 25th of January 2015 I was browsing facebook when I noticed something strange, a status that said something along the lines of “I cant believe you’re gone, I love you angel.”I didn’t understand, I was in shock. I did some digging, surely it couldn’t be true. I messaged and called and eventually… Continue reading The Chronicles of me Part 3